Every Day Above Ground (mallorys_camera) wrote,
Every Day Above Ground


‘Nother dream with a long, labyrinthian narrative I can’t remember except at the end, I was watching Ben convulsing on a bed—he’d overdosed on speed, cocaine, something. Was he gonna die? Should I call a doctor? But then if he got better on his own, I’d feel stupid.

There was also a really skinny baby lying on the floor. I thought, If I put it in the bed where Ben is lying, at least it will get warm.


Finished the Remunerative Project. Edited Nafisa’s personal statement for her various residency applications. Tromped.

Other than that, I did nothing and felt curiously empty.

I couldn’t even distract myself because nothing is distracting.

I’ll start the next Remunerative Project today because I want $$$$ so I can show the boyZ a good time over Thanksgiving.

And continue clearing out the garden, prepping the soil and planting daffodil and tulip bulbs for next spring.

Although I’m having a hard time right now convincing myself there will be a next spring. Crossposted from Dreamwidth.
Tags: #finished, dreams, random stuff

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